Finally.

[ysobelle]

I finally decided this morning I'd had enough. So I screwed my courage to the sticking point, and called someone I haven't heard from in a while. There was some very good talking, and I feel loads better than I did. Bonn, you were pretty much right straight across the board. Some very important things were said.

I feel much lighter now.


So now it's time to move on to my other problems, and I know where that's going. Alas. Well, I'm not going to let my pride get in the way of my life. Er...again. If I have do do something to get through, I'll do it.


Yeah, so I'm cryptic. Sue me. It's just that so much of this is unfinished in my head. If I could be clearer...well, maybe I would! Then again, maybe not.

And in OTHER news, I should be getting more of my replacement stuff soon. My mug is apparently finished already (!), and I'll be shipping off my waxes for my dagger, too. And there's a shiny new RenVet bronze waiting for me. A Merc pin with Warden badge, and a Privateers pin are soon to follow. I'm also going to have a new corset this year, I believe. I just really have to whack out a few chemises. Jay has some lovely skirts, so I'll get a couple of them to wear whilst working, I think. Yes, Jay? Do you make them short enough for me?

I could dye the cream chemise a deep forest, but I think I'd rather just make a new one.

Decisions, decisions....

Comments

[skiafoxmorgan.livejournal.com]

As long as you feel better about the situation, love, that's all that matters. Just let it be what it is...that's all you can do. Very much in the same boat in my situation...but the thing is, once you've 'figured it out' and how to make it work within the framework of your own life...once expectations have been let go, it's really very easy and freeing. But it takes time, effort, and willingness to accept a different frame of reference. I love you. I'll see you in two months. Already set up the baby sitter. :)