Finally.

[ysobelle]

I finally decided this morning I'd had enough. So I screwed my courage to the sticking point, and called someone I haven't heard from in a while. There was some very good talking, and I feel loads better than I did. Bonn, you were pretty much right straight across the board. Some very important things were said.

I feel much lighter now.


So now it's time to move on to my other problems, and I know where that's going. Alas. Well, I'm not going to let my pride get in the way of my life. Er...again. If I have do do something to get through, I'll do it.


Yeah, so I'm cryptic. Sue me. It's just that so much of this is unfinished in my head. If I could be clearer...well, maybe I would! Then again, maybe not.

And in OTHER news, I should be getting more of my replacement stuff soon. My mug is apparently finished already (!), and I'll be shipping off my waxes for my dagger, too. And there's a shiny new RenVet bronze waiting for me. A Merc pin with Warden badge, and a Privateers pin are soon to follow. I'm also going to have a new corset this year, I believe. I just really have to whack out a few chemises. Jay has some lovely skirts, so I'll get a couple of them to wear whilst working, I think. Yes, Jay? Do you make them short enough for me?

I could dye the cream chemise a deep forest, but I think I'd rather just make a new one.

Decisions, decisions....