Disappoint.

[ysobelle]

My declaration the other day...seems it doesn't matter now. The person with whom I had my little disagreement has decided it might be best if other arrangements were made. I'm angry, but not too. I'm not very surprised, either. I can't say I didn't see this coming, and I'd already started to discuss options.

I'm just tired of being blamed for other people's drama, or being the focus of it. I'm sorry if not falling in obsequious genuflection at your feet enrages you, but it took me a long time to learn to stand properly. If my disagreeing with you means you feel a need to take your ball and go home, well, so be it. We probably wouldn't have had much fun playing, anyway.

I am nobody's scapegoat.



I shall plant roses this summer. I can't express how incredibly happy I am about that. I shall think of my roses, and be glad.

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[ladylinder.livejournal.com]

But again, as a certain Norwegian put most succinctly, "Just because something's inevitable doesn't make it any less sad."

:::::HUGZ::::::
I'm just sorry that this happened to you! that certain Nowegian is right (um, which one, btw?), too damn true...

It wasn't a false friend, really-- just someone I used to really trust, and support, who apparently doesn't feel I'm owed the same consideration.

actually, the same could be said for the two I mentioned. but then, they also kept telling me how much they cared about me and all that lot. the caring was conditional, though, on my becoming more like them both and the guy's friends, which was/is just ridiculous to ask someone to do.

I never saw it coming either. and it still hurts...at least you were on close enough terms with your friend to have some kind of warning.

*sigh* some people I will never understand... :(