Disappoint.

[ysobelle]

My declaration the other day...seems it doesn't matter now. The person with whom I had my little disagreement has decided it might be best if other arrangements were made. I'm angry, but not too. I'm not very surprised, either. I can't say I didn't see this coming, and I'd already started to discuss options.

I'm just tired of being blamed for other people's drama, or being the focus of it. I'm sorry if not falling in obsequious genuflection at your feet enrages you, but it took me a long time to learn to stand properly. If my disagreeing with you means you feel a need to take your ball and go home, well, so be it. We probably wouldn't have had much fun playing, anyway.

I am nobody's scapegoat.



I shall plant roses this summer. I can't express how incredibly happy I am about that. I shall think of my roses, and be glad.