Oh. Well, then.
Dec. 22nd, 2008 06:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobelleIt seems now that, barring some major change in plans, C will not be able to make it to Philadelphia this weekend at all.
It's for a very good reason-- a funeral-- so I'm not in the least angry with him. I told him he needs to be there for his friend, who suddenly lost her father. But inside? I'm crushed. And I'm angry that I'm so upset, that I let myself get so worked up.
I don't know now when else we could possibly see one another, and I don't know what this means for this tenuous...whatever it is between us.
Not a good day.
It's for a very good reason-- a funeral-- so I'm not in the least angry with him. I told him he needs to be there for his friend, who suddenly lost her father. But inside? I'm crushed. And I'm angry that I'm so upset, that I let myself get so worked up.
I don't know now when else we could possibly see one another, and I don't know what this means for this tenuous...whatever it is between us.
Not a good day.
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Date: 2008-12-23 03:21 am (UTC)