I'm just really, really tired.

[ysobelle]

Worked til 9.30, almost 10 last night at the store. I'm not used to it, and my feet, knees, and back all hurt like hell by the end of my shift. Came home, watched a fragment of the debate. Had to put in a boning order before I could go to bed. Couldn't sleep, but then I had to get up at 6 to get Mom so we could take my aunt to a doctor's appointment. Her neurologist. She was great this morning-- bright and cheerful, and much like herself. Then we got to the office, sat for almost an hour, and when he came out to apologise for running late, she didn't know who he was.

When Mom and my aunt finally went in to see him, I went to the cafe, only to discover my wallet wasn't in my bag. I had some spare cash, but of course, discovering your wallet's missing is not a pleasant thing. I got some food, and when I went back across the hospital to the office, they were just coming out. My aunt was...again, only monosyllables, she refused to look at us, refused to sit down as Mom finished the appointment-making. She was angry. She didn't speak to us the whole ride home.

I dropped them off, then had to pick up all the boning, then race home to see if I still had my wallet. Thankfully, yes. Then I discovered when the maintenance guy came to fix my bathroom light, he somehow lost my apartment key, so he had to change the lock. He could only give me two new keys, so now I have to have replacements made for everyone who has a key.

I'm frustrated. I'm behind on all my work. I'm angry and helpless about my aunt-- though Mom says she was better this afternoon again. I just can't get anything done. I need a clean studio, I need reliable help, I need some organisation-- I need sleep. I don't have enough time.

I'm tired of doing everything alone. I'm just tired.

Comments

[delynfirebrand.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Sorry to hear that everything has been piling up on you lately. :(
Wish I could afford to buy a corset, help you out. Unfortunately, still out of work.

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

Thanks, snooks. That's very sweet! And good luck-- it's a sucky market, but there are jobs. Somewhere.

[sjbpharmd.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear that things are going so...well, shitty.

I cannot sew for crap but I am amazing at organization, I have an amazing shoulder to lean/ cry on, and I do know a think or two about medicine if you need to talk to someone. I will see you on the weekend, but remember that I can be there at any time during the week if you need me (or Kate).

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

You are so wonderfully fabulous. You don't know how much I appreciate it.

[wednesday42.livejournal.com]

*hugs you and sends good thoughts*

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

Perfect icon. You so rock. Thank you.

[dansr.livejournal.com]

::tight hugs:: I hear you on all accounts.
Love you... talk this week?

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

Yesyes. Any chance I'll see you?

[tigerofthenight.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Hey hun, it's Tig from VARF.

On a somewhat off beat and random note, I wore your corset all weekend at MDRF and everyone loved it, especially since it survived a torrential down pour on both days.

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

Oh, yay! I want pictures! And HUGS to you! Hi!