Photographic evidence.
Mar. 5th, 2008 01:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobelleSo I got two photos of myself recently. One's from aaages ago, one from a few weeks ago. I have to say that as much as I dislike defining myself by physical image, it was incredibly difficult to look at. The comparison of "this is what I was" to "this is what I've allowed myself to become" is overwhelmingly negative. It's deeply and horribly affecting.
It has, of course, meant that I worked out hard today, and ate carefully. And my therapy today was fairly single-minded. I'm so frustrated. What the fuck am I doing?
It has, of course, meant that I worked out hard today, and ate carefully. And my therapy today was fairly single-minded. I'm so frustrated. What the fuck am I doing?
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Date: 2008-03-05 01:45 pm (UTC)I am glad you are fighting back.
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Date: 2008-03-05 03:14 pm (UTC)YOU are BEAUTIFUL!!
you are not defined by what is on the outside. You are smart, and whitty and a joy to spend time with....that is why people want to be around you.