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[ysobelle]

Some of the Lostees have been proposing that the reason we haven't heard any further news about jg's death is because the family doesn't want to talk about it yet. That perhaps the circumstances may have been...I don't know.

I cannot imagine jg committing suicide. I just can't. Which makes it all the more frightening.

I feel like I weigh a thousand pounds.


I wish to G-d I weren't single right now. But perhaps it's best I am-- I'm feeling decidedly clingy and needy. And so very, very sad. Just empty and sad.

Comments

[optimistprime.livejournal.com]

::hugs::

[johnbroadfoot.livejournal.com]

I can be clung to by phone if you need someone to talk to luv. Schmooch.

I don't know.

[irishcoyote.livejournal.com]

As Lindford would say, "We all struggle with our demons." I know JG fought hard to be happy.

*Hugs*

Re: I don't know.

[scarletwildfire.livejournal.com]

This is a very good point.

[grinning-fox.livejournal.com]

I gave you my number, no? Call me, hon, if you need anything.

[well-artesia.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry... I was shocked at his "I don't need AA" post to our list a few weeks ago, and when I heard this new news, I knew - I just knew with a sad horrible going-to-throw-up feeling. This is why I really really really didn't want to know the details. It was just a matter (for me) of whether or not it was violent (though why that matters I don't know exactly - I just don't like the idea of suffering or panic that sometimes accompanies suicide...) and whether or not he'd taken anyone (accidentally or purposefully) with him.

It's small consolation that he didn't, of course, but given that a now-ex-coworker's brother shot his wife, his son and then himself about a year ago, I try to thank G*d for small mercies.

*hugs* BTW - I miss you. We need to hang out soon. Come see Eddie From Ohio with us on Sun, Jan 20th?