It's so quiet.

[ysobelle]

It's 5.30 in the morning. I just finished watching "Persuasion." It's so very quiet in here.

My friend is dying. A good man I don't know well enough.




I'm scared of my bed. The monster isn't under the bed, it's under my skin.


Just before it starts to rain, you feel a cold breeze coming from far away to warn you, brushing across your skin, whispering "change is coming."

Each death comes closer. I don't like this trend.



I don't like it.

Comments

[caitriona27.livejournal.com]

I don't like it either. I just want to make it go away and make everything better.

[aries328.livejournal.com]

He's not gone yet baby....I'm not giving up just yet...or atleast I'm trying very hard not to.

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

Pam, I'm so sorry. I didn't in any way mean to imply that the battle is over, and that no reversal is possible. I've just been kind of overwhelmed this year with the constant theme of loss, loss, loss, and it just hit me again last night.

I will not give up praying for you both. I will not give up hoping for the best for you both. If there's anything further I can do, you know you have only to ask. Babysitting, errand-running, bad-joke-telling (or bad-joke-screwing-up), I'll do it. If you want me to get in touch with Crossing The Finish Line again, I'll do it. If you want me to take up juggling and come entertain you with a cascade of live goldfish, I'll do it. I may not do it very well, but I'll do it.

Just say the word.

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[aries328.livejournal.com]

I didn't even read it that you were implying that sweetie, just hoped to lift ya bit....no worries....well not about THAT anyway...

[ysobelle.livejournal.com]

Okay.

But I'd still juggle goldfish for you, baby.







Rho mentioned coming up for a visit. Would you guys mind if I came too, or are you trying to keep the chaos to a minimum?

[pngwn.livejournal.com]

There is a time in the universe for everything. All we can do is make what we have now matter the most, show lots of love, and be there with ice cream and chocolate when needed.