Shattered.
Oct. 22nd, 2004 06:00 pmI'm going to need my friends this weekend.
I knew. Yes, I knew. I know I did. But that doesn't mean I feel any less devastated. Utterly empty and broken. Again.
How can I be so stupid in so many ways, so many times?
I knew. Yes, I knew. I know I did. But that doesn't mean I feel any less devastated. Utterly empty and broken. Again.
How can I be so stupid in so many ways, so many times?
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Date: 2004-10-22 03:19 pm (UTC)I am sorry, Love
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Date: 2004-10-22 03:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-22 03:57 pm (UTC)Anything I can do? No clue what's going on but just give me the word and I'm there.
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Date: 2004-10-22 04:12 pm (UTC)and you're NOT stupid...
you're just endlessly hopeful.
And I wish I were better at the hand-holding....hell. I wish I were there. I'd buy you lots of chocolate, the liquor of your choice, and we'd either watch lots of West Wing, or the chick flick of your choice.
I love you.
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Date: 2004-10-22 05:52 pm (UTC)Spend some time surrounded with people who love you and are smart enough to recognize the Fabulousness that is You.
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Date: 2004-10-22 08:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-22 08:56 pm (UTC)*sigh* *hugs* *sigh*
Date: 2004-10-22 10:45 pm (UTC)I think... noonish? I'll definitely call you when I'm close.
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Date: 2004-10-23 03:19 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-10-23 05:06 am (UTC)I lurve you!!!
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Date: 2004-10-23 10:17 am (UTC)and love from another person who loves you and cares.
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Date: 2004-10-23 11:01 pm (UTC)Um...
Date: 2004-10-24 01:32 pm (UTC)You deserve better than heartbreak and sadness.
Wish I was east to help you better.
This too shall pass.
Me, phliosophically.
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Date: 2004-10-25 08:33 am (UTC)