Gah.

I'm feeling overwhelmed. I thought I'd be better once I started getting things taken care of, but in reality? No, not so much. Sometimes, I just feel smothered. Too much emotional crap, too much work crap, too much career crap. The floorspace in my apartment is shrinking, and I'm completely out of space to move things. I'm living in a storeroom, and I'm sick of it. Thank G-d I'm seeing a house tomorrow. Supposedly, I could see the bike race from the front door. The bike race which, it seems, I'll miss entirely this year.

I have a pair of silk breeches to make. Once I get them done, everything else is cake. I just have to GET THEM DONE. And I have no time. And I waste the time I do have.

All right. I'm at least going to put the sketch pads-- the enormous, 25x17 sketchpads-- away. And my cutting board. And maybe my box of thread spools. And the bolt of interlining. Maybe that'll do...something.

Okay. I can see that.

If this is actually how it's going to work out, I'm a little disappointed. But it makes sense.

It's still gonna be an awesome race.




http://www.bikeworldnews.com/index.php/2009/06/03/road-news-armstrong-astanas-3-tour-de-france/

"Astana manager Johan Bruyneel has announced that Lance Armstrong will be the number 3 man at the Tour de France. Alberto Contador will be the captain, with Levi Leipheimer as his lieutenant. Bruyneel downplayed inter team rivalry, saying that the only duel will be between Astana and the rest of teams."