My life is a circular argument.

I've always thought that a good motto in life is: "When forced to choose between two evils, pick the one you haven't tried yet."

Why, then, do I feel compelled to dive headfirst into something I know is oh, so very wrong for me? Why do I so badly want something that's just, well, so bad?

Sigh. If I weren't me, I'd thwack me upside the head. As I have the beginnings of a stunning headache, I suppose it's good I am me. Except for the headache.