(Stamping my feet)
Mar. 16th, 2004 12:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ysobelleI'm having a case of the Galloping Not-Fairs.
This birthday thing is frustrating. I don't mind other people having fun, but when I can't be there.... Sigh. I didn't make as much progress with Curves as I'd like. I can't get myself to work, and it's frustrating.
And it's been an up and down week with Aunt Grace. Apparently, she's ragingly paranoid right now, and no one's quite sure why. Some of the doctors and nurses say that after a bad series of seizures like she had, this is perfectly normal, and will wear off. I pray this is so, because if it's permanent brain damage, I do NOT know what I'll do. I know, I know-- I can't do anything. Shall I say, rather, I'm not sure how I'll cope. I love my Aunt. I know she loves me. But it's so bizarre to hear my mother say perhaps I shouldn't visit, as she's raving right now about how my sister and I are conspiring against her.
She's in the epilepsy ward right now, being monitored and watched to within an inch of her life. We should know more tomorrow.
I'm going to try to get some work done before I crash.
Gah.
This birthday thing is frustrating. I don't mind other people having fun, but when I can't be there.... Sigh. I didn't make as much progress with Curves as I'd like. I can't get myself to work, and it's frustrating.
And it's been an up and down week with Aunt Grace. Apparently, she's ragingly paranoid right now, and no one's quite sure why. Some of the doctors and nurses say that after a bad series of seizures like she had, this is perfectly normal, and will wear off. I pray this is so, because if it's permanent brain damage, I do NOT know what I'll do. I know, I know-- I can't do anything. Shall I say, rather, I'm not sure how I'll cope. I love my Aunt. I know she loves me. But it's so bizarre to hear my mother say perhaps I shouldn't visit, as she's raving right now about how my sister and I are conspiring against her.
She's in the epilepsy ward right now, being monitored and watched to within an inch of her life. We should know more tomorrow.
I'm going to try to get some work done before I crash.
Gah.